Biography:
Born in 1968 in Kochi, Kerala, India,
Radha Gomaty attended the Foundation Program at NID, Ahmedabad, and then went
on to do her BA in Fine Arts – (Painting ) from Faculty of Fine Arts at MS
University, Baroda, while involving herself with the Indian Radical Sculptors
& Painters Association in her final year there. Taking periodic breaks from
academia to work on various pursuits and diverse occupations, Radha completed a
postgraduate course in History of Art from Viswabharathi University,
Santhiniketan, and later briefly did research in Aesthetics in preparation for
a Ph.D. which she later abandoned. Radha was a voluntary coordinator of Anmpe
Media Trust during which time she scripted and was involved in the
post-production work of the internationally acclaimed documentary "The
18th Elephant-3 Monologues" besides intensive outreach educational work
with children & youth on ecological issues. Radha, also a poet, works in a
range of media, including video, painting, and sculpture. In a mix of natural
and other material, most of her art is layered and conceptual – mythic in
nature and classical in approach. Her poetry has been published in two
collections and she has exhibited in solo and group shows throughout India. Two
of her works are in the permanent collection of the Museum of Sacred Art in
Brussels, Belgium. Today Radha heads 'SlingIt!’ in collaboration with a small
rural women's unit that upcycles lovely bags from tailoring waste. She works on
Art & Creative Thinking Outreach Sessions as curator & coordinator of
EkaRasa in collaboration with Sparcs Studio & writes for Lumiere Organic
Home Store.
Poems:

Chiding
the Poet
Beloved
It is absurd
This attempt to love me
With only words
Letting the Birds of sorrow
Circling your head
Weave their thorny yearnings
Into my nest
In which they lay and hatch and
grow
Their dismal flightless fledgling
woes
Darkening my skies
With their plaintive cries
The deepening trail of sad echoes…
These skies are filled with your
hungry Birds
that strip to shreds this flushing
skin
…Listen,
I want to know the warm scent of
your hands
Not these words that smell
of printing ink…
Sign -A Disenchanted Narrative.
“An angel passed by
Gently stirring
the sad air with her wings...
A long- fingered brush of
benediction
upon his sleeping head
A moist impress of lips upon his
dreaming eyes
shyly blooming forth
from the hidden crevices of her
white angel’s heart
these dark lilies
of longing...” *
…He opened his eyes.
He was drunk.
Through the befuddled mists of the
brain, he perceived a graceful, slender, unmistakably feminine form stooping
gently by his bedside... He opened his
mouth to speak...
Entranced as if by a dark call the
angel began to lose her wings...
“Come ...”
He seized her… “Come ...”
Upon her shoulders, unknown to
him, her angel- wings began to shrink...
Atrophied at last to a barely discernible throbbing upon each shoulder,
what remained of her wings lay upon the floor in a lifeless clump of iridescent
dust mixed with the crushed, bruised, discoloured remnants of her staff of
lilies... Benumbed till next morning, she sat by that little heap....
As the wan light seeped into that sordid little room, she stirred enough to close her trembling slender angel-fingers around the handle of an old, worn, housewife’s broom...
From the vantage point of the bed,
he watched, pleased, cupping the weight of his head upon a palm, the rhythmic
movement of her shapely haunches as she swept feeling Desire slowly unfold,
spreading its heady scent in his flesh...
“Come here.”
The broom dropped.
“Come here.”
Without looking at his face she
was near the bed….
No one noticed the sob that broke
its neck at the back of her throat...
…Or a shimmering insubstantial
pile of dust disintegrating in a hot, arid desert wind that relentlessly
breathed its irresistible decadence into every crevice of her now all -too-
human wingless body....
“You know..?”
He stretched …. smiling …sated.
Sitting up now, lighting a
cigarette:
“You know, last night I dreamt
that you had wings?!”
He could not see her face.
Getting up, shaking his head, he
laughed loudly.
Reaching for his towel, he struck
her bottom lightly….
Not without a certain tenderness
mingled with a touch of derision, he softly called out to her…
“Angel!”
…So eschewing all my lesser loves
I married Her…
The fact that we are both Women
does not make me blush
For I know
that my betrothal to my mother
to her mother to her mother, all put together
is older than all of us…
…So I married Her
of powerful multitasking arms
that reaches out to severe
a dominant mustachioed head
while the other unfailingly remembers to knead
the dinner’s simple dough
My Mother…
Her intelligent eyes smile with Love
even as they flash forth a restraining bolt
warning a beloved errant son about to burn
his hand in a flaming stove
Mother
With Her swirling skirt of severed arms Her
Drunken laughing eyes Her
Sweetly lolling bloodied tongue Her
strange necklace of skulls
striking hollow sounds
like from the pair of bamboo rods
that the herdsman ties
round the necks of his favorite cows…
Nestling against the warm dark of Her body
Like a small bird sits resting
Rain-ruffled upon a bough
I hold on to My Mother
Soaking in Her
waters of Elemental Love…
“Can
you help me find the zipper to this dress I’m wearing, please?
If
I could find it I would just unzip, take it off, leave it behind crumpled on
the floor and simply vanish without a trace from this Earth…
You
see…there is nothing here to hold me anymore.
I
need at least one beautiful lie that I can live by…
That
I can touch with my hands, taste with my tongue, smell with my nose, gaze at
with my eyes to see me through this.
I’m
also a beautiful lie.
Useful
for the same purpose.
If
anyone has a need for it for reasons that match, leave a note under the front
door.
The
mat that said “Welcome.” disappeared a while ago
And
No.
I’m
not being a drama queen.”
(Last Journal Entry)
……………………………
So she let herself into the office with her own set
of keys and put up a notice on his board pinned up with florescent tacks.
It said:
“Urgent
Vacancy!
A
reasonably healthy female of variable physical and mental age urgently requires
one beautiful lie to live by that can be touched, tasted, held, smelt and seen.
The
advertiser is similarly a beautiful lie useful for the same purpose.
Looking for
incumbents with more or less matching needs.
The
job will require some physical traveling and plenty of nonphysical journeying
alone and together.
Backpacker
mentality with camping skills and capability to set up and take down pop-up
homes, highly desirable.
Additionally,
keeping& sharing a journal is part of the task list.
Attitude
to turn water to wine and feed five hundred with one loaf of bread and a single
fish combined with a very high pain threshold are highly appreciated traits.
No
worries. Ample scope for developing and fine-tuning these traits will be made
available on the job once selected.
For
further queries and clarifications contact theblankpage@gmail.com
OR
serveyoursentence@gmail.com”
Carefully locking the door she felt the cold hard
shape of the keys once more in the palm of her hand before leaving it quietly
on top of the electric meter outside the door.
There was no one at the beach when she reached.
Her gaze flew to the point of the channel at the end
of the stone pier where she once saw a young boy who had come to have a good
time at the beach with his friends disappear into the grey swirling waters.
It had seemed so effortless. Even innocuous to say
the least. She had stood watching then, stock-still.
Transfixed at the sight of this young boy suddenly
go down below the surface come up again once only to disappear again.
Then
all she saw was his outstretched hand, palm open once, fingers splayed. And
then he disappeared … without a trace as people looked on in disbelief.
The minutes ticked past .Nothing happened at all.
The water just bobbed, its cold greyness aswirl
where his hand once was raised like a flag, a last outpost …
For a moment, something disturbed her attention and
she turned around in the direction of the tug of some invisible line.
A fairly well dressed man with a fleshy face and
thick lips was hanging around slinking behind the remnants of a wall. He stared
fixedly at her with expressionless eyes and without pausing once unhurriedly,
he unzipped his fly.
Then he began to masturbate; slowly at first and
then with a steadily increasing pace without once taking his eyes off her.
She looked back at him fixedly jaw clenched without
batting an eyelid feeling a rush of blood briefly go to her head as she did
.The brilliant noonday sun briefly was covered with dancing silver spots that
slowly subsided.
She refused to withdraw her gaze and began to slowly
walk backward on the stone pathway that led a 100 odd feet to the turbulent
water at the point of the channel where it met the sea.
She walked backwards in slow deliberate steps down
the rock pier without once taking her eyes off as he continued his increasingly
frenetic movements
The sea rocking like a cradle threw splinters of
blinding light into the brittle salt air glinting like mirror shards.
Now the man was just a form about a foot or so tall
in her field of vision. A foot high dwarf making some sort of indistinct
rabidly unreadably absurd rhythmic movement
The
spot on the grey water where the water wrinkled, where the hand splayed outwards
and sank, swirled just behind her.
But now she had eyes in the back of her head. The sun was so bright that all
was nearly white.
At that moment, she turned …
The
grey was cool.
So shockingly deliciously cool. The salt stung her lashes and she smiled .Or
did she?
The blob at the distant had stopped bobbing up and down.
That was the last thing she saw as she rolled her eyes upwards at the sky, at
the noonday sun that spun like a mirrored plate, an oscillating disc…
The
waters dimpled once where a hand was once raised.
The grey lid closed shut the wake her body left.
I am an Ant in the unfolding Apocalypse.
Just
an Ant
that
is sensitive to the gusts of the heat from the towering pyramids of flame;
That
understands that by itself an Ant isn’t anything much to write home about.
True.
Smallness
helps.
For
eg: I can escape into a tiny floor crack when a heavy hobnailed boot
approaches.
If
provoked, I can annoy and escape, possibly, undetected.
Yet
alone, I have my limitations.
So
every Ant like me waves their antenna in the air to catch matching pheromones.
We
resist, even if with difficulty, the terror attacks of pheromone jammers and
find our kind…
We
bond with one another with a brief antenna lock.
And
then, without wasting a moment, we get to work immediately.
With
conjoined bodies and communal goals, we form incessant supply chains.
We
build formidable bridges across chasms so that other Ant people can cross over
safely.
Together
we can even survive drowning by our special cluster formations turning any
floating scrap into a boat.
We
know that the secrets to Sustainability in Ant Life are dedicated teamwork and
on-the-feet, never-say-die innovation.
We
catch the big picture by synthesizing the various views caught by the multiple
lenses in our compound eyes. And more the eyes, more accurate the picture.
Antness,
in its Smallness, thrives on Big wisdom
I,
the ‘ANT, know that I exist because I am plural in my essence.
In
that knowing lies how we could possibly survive the unfolding apocalypse.
You can reach Radha Gomaty at:
Blog: Radha Gomaty
Facebook: Sparcsstudio
CURATOR'S TIDBITS:
Powerful, poignant, superlative. I liked Radha's assertive and hard-hitting compositions. Complemented perfectly the works of Anindita.
ReplyDeleteI am floored by your words, Radha. I love the rawness and beauty in your writing.
ReplyDeleteMy favorite was 'a beautiful lie'. The no-filters applied approach to it blew me away. It was impactful and memorable.
Loved the poems 'Kali' and 'Ants Soliloquy'. Each of them are such powerful renditions...I am seriously at loss of words to express the haunting lingering effect.
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